ElLiSe

HEY WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:

» I committed suicide:

» I said I liked you:

» I kissed you:

» I were drunk around you:

» I lived next door to you:

» I started on a downward spiral of drugs & alcohol:

» I was hospitalized:

» I ran away from home:

» I got into a fight and you weren't there(i would kick ass):


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:

» Eyes:

» Face:

» Hair:

» Clothes:

» Manners:

» Body

[1] Who are you?

[2] Are we friends?

[3] When and how did we meet?

[4] Have I affected you?

[5] What do you think of me?

[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?

[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?

[8] Do you love me?

[9] Have I ever hurt you?

[10] Would you hug me?

[11] Would you kiss me?

[12] Would you make love to me?

[13] Are we close?

[14] Emotionally, what stands out?

[15] Do you wish I was cooler?

[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? how hot?

[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

[18] Am I lovable?

[19] How long have you known me?

[20] Describe me in one word.

[21] What was your first impression?

[22] Do you still think that way about me now?

[23] What do you think my weakness is?

[24] Do you think I'll get married?

[25] What about me makes you happy?

[26] What about me makes you sad?

[27] What reminds you of me?

[28] What's something you would change about me?

[29] How well do you know me?

[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

[31] Do you think I would ever kill someone?

[32] Do you ever think about me? How often?

[33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Im lonely....

The Doer

You are adventurous and risk taking. You act first, think second.
You love being the center of attention. Chances are you were the class clown.
Competitive, charming, and charasmatic - you have your own code of honor.
You live a flexible life, bouncing between a series of activies that interest you.

You would make a great salesperson, marketing director, or entrepreneur.

yay good news today!

o yea...i have a question...why no matter which way you roate the spoon...is your reflection always upside down??

hmmm...

nothing too exciting today....

going shopping with hanner nanner afterschool! woot woot

i wish something excitng would happen.....

BLAH!

the way you looked at me the other night....
i cant describe the way it made me feel...
ive missed you...
it was the best feeling just to be able to hold you again...
i hate that we cant still be together...
i miss what we used to have...
all i want is to know how you feel...
do you want me back?
why does it have to feel so good but be so wrong?
its not fair!!
why do we put on this act?
who cares what they think...
i know you miss me...
i know you still care...you told me yourself...
why do we let all this hold us back??
i know we've changed...but maybe it will be better....

why me.....why us???

Look at me dreaming of you
All I could hope is to have you
To have you walking with me
Laughing so in love, we two
Almost drunkenly
I did imbibe of this
Fantasy of you and me

Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?

I’ve grown tired of love
You are the trouble with me
I watch you walk right by
I smile, you do not notice me
Treat me recklessly
All you do is toss me pennies out
But the silence in me is screaming
Won’t you come and get me?

Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?

Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?

You make a mess of me here
I dance a thousand steps for you
If you say yes to me
I’ll be whatever gets you through

You make a mess of me here
I dance a thousand steps for you
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think?
Am I a fool, am I a fool for you?

at this point in my life...im totally lost.

i graduate in like 2 months and i dont have any idea what i want to do with my life. at this point shouldnt i have a clue?

i feel like i am losing my best friend, and they doesnt even realize im here.

when i feel like i have a grasp of whats going on around me, i step back and look at things from a far i have no idea whats going on.

i just want a feeling of security....why is that so hard to find?

the one person who understands me right now doesnt need to deal with my problems, they have their own.

my life is such a mess, all i want to do is sort it out!

what happened to all the people that used to care?